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This life is mine, for better or for worse.

Works at StarKid Potter Studies at University of Michigan Lives in Chicago, Illinois Single Born on December 4, 1986 From Cincinatti, OH

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“At the park? Right in front of the playground sound okay to you?” it was easiest for Meredith since she was just a little ways away from where Meredith was at the moment. “I’ll see you there okay?” Meredith said walking over to the park.

“I’ll bee there in a bit,” Julia reassured her. “Just gotta put on something that doesn’t smell so strongly of alcohol,” she replied, glancing down at her clothes. Still wearing what she had on last night, jacket, socks, shoes and all. “And maybe take a shower, too…” she trailed off. After a moment of thought, she decided, fuck it. I’ll find a t-shirt, jeans, hoodie, and go to the park with my friend, even if i do reek of beer and whiskey. “You know what, I’ll just see you soon,” she said and then hung up. Julia searched through her closet briefly before finding a plain black shirt and some old jeans. She pulled the clothes on, wrestled a sweatshirt over her head, and was out the door and on her way to the park. Julia stepped out into the sunlight, squinting into the light of the sun. It was brighter than she was used to in her room. Julia shoved her hands into the big pocket sewn onto hoodies, you know, that one pocket that basically identifies hoodies as a hoodie, and started towards the park. Her eyes adjusted as she walked.

Julia arrived at the park maybe five minutes later. She could see Meredith already there, standing at the playground. Julia jogged up to meet her friend, a big grin forming. It had been a lifetime since they’d last spoke. “Hey!” she said happily, giving Meredith a quick hug.

Meredith smiled as soon as she came with in sight, it was really nice to see her again. She ignored the smell emitting from Julia and just hugged her back, “Hey Julia! So how’re you feeling this afternoon?” She smiled.

“Hungover,” Julia replied with a crooked smile. “But besides that, pretty well.” The sun shone straight into her eyes from where she was standing, and it burned her eyes to look Meredith’s way for too long. She understood now how the stereotypical vampire felt about the sun. Bright and painful. “I haven’t heard much about you, though. What have I missed?” As she talked, she slowly made her way over to a vacated set of swings, placed conveniently under the shade of an old oak tree. Julia sat herself down in one swing, and motioned for Meredith to join her on the swing beside her.

Meredith followed Julia over to the abandoned swings and seated herself next to Julia. “Well, where is it you’d want to start?” She asked as she slightly swung, not even moving much, but still creating motion, “I mean a lot has happened in the past few months,”

Julia dug her heels into the shallow layer of woodchips that coated the playground. “How have you and Brian been? Haven’t heard anything about you two in a while,” she stated, kicking at the ground beneath her feet as she spoke.

//fuck it its one 30 am wanna finish tomorrow?

Glow*- Opening Up

Over the past few months, I’ve been on quite a journey. But this was new for me. Much different that any other challenge I’ve faced. To be honest, these were not my finest hours.

There are just some things you can’t face alone. Sometimes, you have to open yourself up to others; be willing to let those who are closest to you in.

I’ve found it can be difficult to let people in, even more so when they are close to you. I’ve also found that you can’t just push others away and expect things to change or improve, because that’s just not how the universe works.

“To open your heart to someone means exposing the scars of the past.”

- Unknown

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justjuliamarie:

starkid-meredif:

“At the park? Right in front of the playground sound okay to you?” it was easiest for Meredith since she was just a little ways away from where Meredith was at the moment. “I’ll see you there okay?” Meredith said walking over to the park.

“I’ll bee there in a bit,” Julia reassured her. “Just gotta put on something that doesn’t smell so strongly of alcohol,” she replied, glancing down at her clothes. Still wearing what she had on last night, jacket, socks, shoes and all. “And maybe take a shower, too…” she trailed off. After a moment of thought, she decided, fuck it. I’ll find a t-shirt, jeans, hoodie, and go to the park with my friend, even if i do reek of beer and whiskey. “You know what, I’ll just see you soon,” she said and then hung up. Julia searched through her closet briefly before finding a plain black shirt and some old jeans. She pulled the clothes on, wrestled a sweatshirt over her head, and was out the door and on her way to the park. Julia stepped out into the sunlight, squinting into the light of the sun. It was brighter than she was used to in her room. Julia shoved her hands into the big pocket sewn onto hoodies, you know, that one pocket that basically identifies hoodies as a hoodie, and started towards the park. Her eyes adjusted as she walked.

Julia arrived at the park maybe five minutes later. She could see Meredith already there, standing at the playground. Julia jogged up to meet her friend, a big grin forming. It had been a lifetime since they’d last spoke. “Hey!” she said happily, giving Meredith a quick hug.

Meredith smiled as soon as she came with in sight, it was really nice to see her again. She ignored the smell emitting from Julia and just hugged her back, “Hey Julia! So how’re you feeling this afternoon?” She smiled.

“Hungover,” Julia replied with a crooked smile. “But besides that, pretty well.” The sun shone straight into her eyes from where she was standing, and it burned her eyes to look Meredith’s way for too long. She understood now how the stereotypical vampire felt about the sun. Bright and painful. “I haven’t heard much about you, though. What have I missed?” As she talked, she slowly made her way over to a vacated set of swings, placed conveniently under the shade of an old oak tree. Julia sat herself down in one swing, and motioned for Meredith to join her on the swing beside her.

//so i hate the whole new format and you can’t actually scrolland read all of the gats and this is a problem because let’s face it i write essays in tags.

Loved and Alive: Titles are for losers||Julia&Meredith →

starkid-meredif:

“At the park? Right in front of the playground sound okay to you?” it was easiest for Meredith since she was just a little ways away from where Meredith was at the moment. “I’ll see you there okay?” Meredith said walking over to the park.

“I’ll bee there in a bit,” Julia reassured her. “Just gotta put on something that doesn’t smell so strongly of alcohol,” she replied, glancing down at her clothes. Still wearing what she had on last night, jacket, socks, shoes and all. “And maybe take a shower, too…” she trailed off. After a moment of thought, she decided, fuck it. I’ll find a t-shirt, jeans, hoodie, and go to the park with my friend, even if i do reek of beer and whiskey. “You know what, I’ll just see you soon,” she said and then hung up. Julia searched through her closet briefly before finding a plain black shirt and some old jeans. She pulled the clothes on, wrestled a sweatshirt over her head, and was out the door and on her way to the park. Julia stepped out into the sunlight, squinting into the light of the sun. It was brighter than she was used to in her room. Julia shoved her hands into the big pocket sewn onto hoodies, you know, that one pocket that basically identifies hoodies as a hoodie, and started towards the park. Her eyes adjusted as she walked.

Julia arrived at the park maybe five minutes later. She could see Meredith already there, standing at the playground. Julia jogged up to meet her friend, a big grin forming. It had been a lifetime since they’d last spoke. “Hey!” she said happily, giving Meredith a quick hug.

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Julia lay in bed, eyes shut tightly as she tried desperately to wish away the throbbing headache that accompanied her hangover. She hadn’t drunken much that night, but it had been a while. She winced as the shrill beep of her cellphone shattered the silence of her room.

Julia shrugged, before realising that Meredith couldn’t actually see her. “I’m okay. Could be better, but could be worse. Ya know?” she replied plainly. Exhausted, Julia collapsed on her bed. She let her back sink into the soft comforter that was draped lazily across the bed. “How ‘bout you?” she asked. “Sorry we haven’t talked in a while.” Julia really did feel bad about loosing touch with her friends. For her, it felt like loosing family.

“Oh you know, I’m just the same over here,” She said with a small smile. “It’s fine people get busy, I understand. So what’re you up to today? It’s a beautiful day out, would you wanna go walking around the park with me?” Meredith asked hoping to be able to get Julia out of her apartment.

“Aw, crap. Is it really morning? Or afternoon? How long have I been napping?” Julia asked, sitting up again. She walked back over to the wall and flicked the lights on, squinting beneath the bright white. Julia glanced up at the clock; it read nearly one in the afternoon. What time had she an Lauren gotten home? She couldn’t quite recall. As a matter of fact, she hadn’t the slightest idea as to how they had made it home, either. “Um, yeah. Park sounds great,” she replied, trying to sound as awake as she could. The only thing Julia really wanted to to was sleep for the next week atleast, but she promised herself that she would try to get out more. It wasn’t healthy for her to stay cooped up in her apartment forever. “Where should I meet you?” she asked.

Loved and Alive: Titles are for losers||Julia&Meredith →

justjuliamarie:

Julia lay in bed, eyes shut tightly as she tried desperately to wish away the throbbing headache that accompanied her hangover. She hadn’t drunken much that night, but it had been a while. She winced as the shrill beep of her cellphone shattered the silence of her room.

Julia shrugged, before realising that Meredith couldn’t actually see her. “I’m okay. Could be better, but could be worse. Ya know?” she replied plainly. Exhausted, Julia collapsed on her bed. She let her back sink into the soft comforter that was draped lazily across the bed. “How ‘bout you?” she asked. “Sorry we haven’t talked in a while.” Julia really did feel bad about loosing touch with her friends. For her, it felt like loosing family.

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Titles are for losers||Julia&Meredith

starkid-meredif:

Meredith picked up her phone and quickly dialed the phone number of Julia and waited for an answer. It had been a while since they talked and she just wanted to make sure she was okay. 

Julia lay in bed, eyes shut tightly as she tried desperately to wish away the throbbing headache that accompanied her hangover. She hadn’t drunken much that night, but it had been a while. She winced as the shrill beep of her cellphone shattered the silence of her room. Julia got up and found the light switch; the bulbs flicked on to low, their filaments glowing a soft red into the darkest corners of her room. She walked back to the bedside, snatching the phone off the dresser, determined to end the incessant beeping. She furrowed her brows, squinting into the bright glare of the screen. It was Meredith. “Hey,” Julia answered with a yawn.

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